Carley Widiker POTD
9’3’15
I don't think there is life on Europa, but I do believe there is life on other planets. I don't think that we will find them within our galaxy. If there is life on Europa I don’t think we will get there and-or be welcomed. I think we should let alien life forms find us. I feel as if alien life forms are as we are, built the same, have the same religious beliefs and there is probably a girl sitting in a green wheely chair wondering if there is life on other planets
9’4’15
I do not agree with Albert einstein's point, “it has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity” because technology is only going to get better and I believe that it should. Technology can only advance, and a new society of technology is and will be the future.
9’8’15
I don’t like fishing. I don’t like fish. I do on the other hand like nano fish. Nano fish are micro size, highly advanced transportation systems placed in your bloodstream to deliver medicine to places in your body. For example Cancer, the nano fish would deliver the chemotherapy medicine directly to the tumor site instead of inserting it into your whole body and killing other important cells. I don’t think that these small fish will be perfected and made for a long time but when they are i think they will be a new beginning for cancer patients all over the world.
9’9’15
Everybody needs a heart. Hearts are big gross blobs of blood and muscle but some people see them as an emotion. Hearts don’t think but they know what to do. They keep you up and running and work in sync with all other organs. Hearts are awesome, treat yours well.
9’9’15 continued
organs and muscle, blood and cells. They may sound weird and not be fun to talk about but they do keep you… you! They make you functionable and keep you fresh and pink looking. You need all of those things.
9’10’15
I believe that fish do not lightbulbs. I mean it would be awesome decor but the second that light comes on ZAP who wants fish sticks? Fish are means to be free not placed in a small lightbulb!! where is your humanity people!!!?!?!?! Fish have rights to! even little tiny shiny golden ones.The little fish that you never see...Ever… have freedom rights. Comment what you think about fish lightbulbs at my site www.nofishstickstoday.fish. thank you and have a great day.
9’11’15
Hey folks here's what we're going to do for today's magic show, were going to take this part of your brain with a huge sharp tool thing and you're going to magically have Aphantasia. You wont be able to visualize anything or ever be the same! ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL? It’ll only be 5$ for admission and all price included for you to get Aphantasia. Ok who wants to go first?
9´14´15
I love getting lost in thought or in a book. Thinking about random things, being creative. Like dreaming, I read somewhere that everybody in your dreams, you have seen before in real life. Day dreaming, dreaming and reading are all ways to just get lost in thought. Go into a void of awesome and see crazy things, things that bring back memories or that could make you smile.
9’17’15
hey people I’m Jimbo with i silent BO because today i don't smell very bad. I’m your teacher and today we're going to learn about brains because no one in here knows how to use one. Step one, think about something. Step to think about it for more than .2 seconds. Step 3, don’t be stupid. Now kids, because you have no intentions of learning stuff here at school were going to go outside and learn how to use sticks. Because I am a trusted teacher here at school we can not leave school grounds but we can throw sticks over the fence at cars! and that's how to LOOPHOLE kids.
9’18’15
Ok people say that nobody's perfect and they are correct. Nobody in the world can do everything perfect all the time. As a matter of fact some people I know don’t know how to tie their shoes or pronounce pliers. Some people I know biff on the way to the volleyball court but are smart enough to recover into a whip. Other people I know dressed up in marvel costumes with me and ran to my front lawn and yelled avengers assemble. Nobody is perfect but our imperfections make us awesome.
9’21’15
we all ask questions. They might be super important but they are questions, “what’s for dinner?” “where’s mom?” “what’s 9+10?” all questions are important in their own way. All people have the freedom to ask questions. Questions are the puzzle pieces to our race. They have put together and expanded life as we know it. There is an answer to a lot of questions and there are questions that have yet to be answered and who can answer them? That’s my question.
9’22’15
when my teacher tells me to write about whatever I want to I think to myself Oh cool I do that anyway. The only reason I am telling you this pointless information is because today is the day when my mind is lost in thought and I am completely and surely out of ideas for today.
9’23’15
Hi people I’m CJ, I love the color red and music that makes you dance like a crazy person. I have a lot of friends and we do crazy stuff all the time, I have made many memories with them and they are awesome people. I am crazy and some people consider me smart… haha get it, me… smart. But hey if you ever have a crazy story or something random you need to tell me or my friends just give us a call at 1-800-desperate-hotline.
9’24’15
There is stuff in the ocean, on land, and in all unknown places on earth. We know that there are living and nonliving things surrounding us. Everywhere we, the people of earth, go there are new things discovered. But, what about other planets? Some say that the outer world goes on forever and they could be correct. I, for one, am not saying that they are but do believe that there are other creatures and maybe even people out there somewhere and sooner or later we will see for ourselves the “stuff” that is in outer space.
9’25’15
I love Dr.Seuss poems because they only make sense to those who are willing to think about and understand them.
9’25’15 continued
I was in gym today and usually we do stupid stuff and I participate but not 100%... nobody does actually we do the same things every day and mostly, It's just not… fun. Well anyway today I started the day as I usually do, not participating as much as I could but stretching with everyone. Our teacher announces that were playing ultimate and some say “yay” some say “shoot me” then there's me who sit there and stares at a wall. Well I got put on a team with joseph and belle and other people. What I’m trying to get to is that I played today 100%. I usually don’t play but today is a good day.
9’28’15
Usually kids get their phones taken away. Other kids get dance practice or sports privileges taken away. Either way children are disciplined in all different ways, and I think that parents could and should be punished also. I get that they brought us into the world and blah blah blah but who's to say that parents don’t do anything wrong either? This one time someone I know’s parents left because they got into a fight and BOTH of them just drove off. She told me that they didn’t come back until the next morning. Lucky, we kids don’t get to just drive off, and even if we could we would be disciplined… parents could be disciplined the same way.
9’29’15
some people find writing hard. Finding topics, finding the right words to say, it’s hard for some people to get it started. For some it is this way, but for people like me, who can just write about the most different things, it comes easy. I can write a story or a paper, essay or book just putting my mind to a topic. Fiction non-fiction anything you throw at me and I’ll leave my mark on it. A Teacher once told me that even if I didn’t write my name on the paper she would have known it was mine. I think of myself as a creative and open minded person and writing puts my virtually into the topic.
9’30’15
Hi i am Melody. I have a mom and a dad, a little sister and puppy. I love words, they have always amazed me and kept me going. I’m sure that sounds silly to you but it isn’t as easy for me to talk to people as it is for you. Words are gifts. I find it unusual that out of all of the poeple I am the one, stuck in a wheelchair, with words in her head that can’t exit. There must be a road block from my-
10’1’15
I have always appreciated dogs more than cats. Dogs vs. cats has been the biggest family feud in all history. Dogs are more active and learn tricks, cats just snuggle up on the couch and chase a little red light around the room. Cats make great teddy bears but dogs make great friends.
10’5’15
I have to write a novel later in the year and I already have an idea for what it’s going to be about. Here is what it will be about.
Hello my name is mcia, and i love watching the monsters create the wrongs. The wrongs are robots that help regular citizens like me find things. My wrong helped me find love, my love's name is three, and he is my wrong.
10’6’15
water milk orange juice. liquids. liquides let us live and keep us alive and stuff. Solids like iphones,water bottles and toothbrushes keep us alive to I guess. Everything has a purpose and everything that doesn’t have a purpose is just there to be purpose-less. I’m bored and i’m using this computer to type pointless words and the purpose to this computer is for me to, right now, be typing this pointless and pathetic paragraph that started with water and ended with 7 exclamation points!!!!!!!
10’8’15
Cotton candy is the creation of a laser being shot into the sky at precisely 135679.4678325 mph
Some sugar was thrown onto this laser and woosh wabbam COTTON CANDY! i'm just kidding cotton cady was founded by aliens on a planet named pooshoomoopoo on roopooooovoo and walmart for short. The aliens were hungry because they have never eaten food because this place has no resources whatsoever the aliens thought let's take whatever we are walking on into stringy pure sugar disgusting food! The aliens named this creation Cotton formation of the ground we walk upon that shall be candy. That is the REAL way cotton candy was founded.
10’9’15
Did you know that some sea turtles can glow in the dark? When it has emotion (happy sad mad) They were founded in the ocean obviously. Well anyway the only thing cool about this thing is that it’s all glowy and stuff. I t would make a great pet because it eats turtle food that is very expensive and you could break the law if you get caught with it because its endangered. these turtles get to be so big that they will break everything and the light will become so intense at night, you won't get any sleep. They are actually programmed this way. oh yeah forgot to mention there robots. NASA made these turtles to limit the amount of stupid people on earth. They have a laser installed in their eyes which makes the light all around there body because of the amount of energy they're using and they shoot the laser at people and the if the person doesn’t move it dies. see what I mean, like here's an example. Person walking down the road with it’s back to a turtle this turtle shoots a laser, person doesn’t see it BAM one less stupid person. Hey man you gotta be smart and move. Anyway I think that these turtles that NASA made are pretty smart haha get it there too smart to get shot at with lasers. Well these turtles are eventually going to take over the world because they have already killed all NASA employees.
10’14’15
I’m upside down. Wait no I’m right side up. Idk I’m crazy if anything. Right side up, upside down, sideways, doesn’t matter. right now I’m guessing we are all right side up. If you ask some, anyone they will say right side up. Humans are crazy wonderful ,masterpieces, each one different and unique but that's not where I’m going with this. All people have their own perspective, Do you see a glass half full or a glass half empty. do you remember best what you said to make them laugh or what you said to make them cry? What most people have in common though is that in all we are right side up, but, are we?
10’15’15
Me without something is like a fish out of water. Of course no one will know what something is because it could represent anything. Anything is a large word. Anything could be something which turns into something amazing… most of the time. Something is everything. Everything is a huge words meaning all things is in fact something. Something, everything, anything, they all fit together like pieces of a puzzle and they all come together to make what I call something.
10’16’15
Hey melody this is CEO of Dreamworks For Children project and we have heard your story from the wiz kids tournament and I think we have the thing for you. We call it the Disney Dream Chair and here’s what it does. It is a custom electric chair, you pick the color. We have many extra amazing things about this chair including the olaf orange juice dispenser, the elsa ice cream dispenser, the tigger toothbrush holder and if kids are being mean just give them the wreck it ralph face reshaper! Some major features are the sitch speech machine, the cinderella car driving machine and a captain hook headrest! this chair will help you drive, talk, take care of bullies, and
10’19’15
crosses are crosses weather their in the sky or on land. someone important once died on them (maybe) and some others just make them out of chopsticks at a random chinese place. crosses have to lines going in opposite directions and the one is shorter on top. Crosses are crosses and they are in one word crossy.
10’21’15
I have dreams like you, no, really
Just much less touchy-feely
They mainly happen somewhere warm and sunny
On an island that I own
Tanned and rested and alone
Surrounded by enormous piles of money
that would be somewhat like the planet i want to go to but it would be more like
I have space suits like you no really
just much less heavy-feely
that is based on candy land and sugar sweet like honey
on a planet you don't know
sweet and cool and alone
surrounded by enormous piles of candy
10’22’15
I’m 30. Im hot. no I’m cold and in alaska. Nope I'm a Madison grad for engineering, idk what for but something cool, building hotels and rides for disneyworld and making some major cash. I will be tall and still somewhat human looking.I will have a pet. i don't know what kind but it will be awesome and cuddly. I will not be married not because boys are stupid or have cooties but I can’t pretend to be normal with someone. Nobody would ever or has ever put up with me that long. I will have the same schedule every day, get up get dressed eat feed my pet, get in my awesome expensive car drive to work, get over priced coffee and make amazing things on a computer screen. I will also smell like strawberries when I’m thirty.
10’23’15
mrs.Buchholtz is wearing glasses today. She is wearing glasses because she can’t see all that well. Glasses are for people who can’t see very well and that's why she has them. She is wearing glasses because she can’t see without them and that’s why poeple make glasses, so she can see.
10’26’15
I want a smart house. All touch screen walls. Hologram facetime and huge imessage text messages. All of the keyboard keys would be the size of your hand and it would be amazing. I would be able to customize all my walls and the apps would be lifesize. Imagine playing fruit ninja in your kitchen or Down the mountain on your way down the stairs. Playing jumpy poo in the bathroom and watching netflix off your whole wall NO CHILLING INVOLVED WHATSOEVER! No need for tvs or computers your house is one.
10’28’15
Tiger. Fast and everybody thinks it looks cool.
10’29’15
k so I have been to hawaii and bermuda and disney 4 times and my my parents have been to all those places and greece and mexico. But my favorite trip I have ever taken was one I took on a beautiful sunny day that I spent indoors :) This trip that has earned the title of the best is the trip that I took from my bed to my kitchen to my couch and back again, and believe me when I tell you that it’s the best trip I have ever and will ever go on.
10’30’15
K so crocodiles. Their like long green gross spiky things. they are a mix of 17% whale 80% hippo and 3% chiwawa. They were formed in a animal dna base where a chiwawa experiment went wrong and became green and a hippo with shark teeth ate it and the whale was just there watching and chilling with his friend the octopus. anyway they all came together and made the crocodile which stands for c-crazy r-razor tooth o-oatmeal c-catapult o-overdose on d-deez nuts i-inteligent l-lemon pie e-experiment.
11’2’15
A huge question I, and everyone else has is can robotics overtake human kind. I personally don’t have a lot of experience with A.I (artificial intelligence) but from what i have heard and read is that there are rules the A.I can’t break and they are really long and I don't want to type them. I have a thought and it is, that if humans are the ones programming these things they can
11’3’15
I am writing a book and it’s a good one this year. I am going to publish it.
11’4’15
boston terrier and cavalier mix. because it’s cute.
11’9’15
I think that the next big thing is time traveling. I think that some smart guy will come across a brilliant idea leading to a brilliant invention leading to a brilliant amount of cash. Good for that smart guy.
11’10’15
All my organs work fine so I don’t need to worry about it.
11’12’15
I like maddy. she writes me notes and makes me feel happy. she is my bestie. We are like peanut butter and pickles, we go together amazingly and
I love her more than I love food…. that’s saying a lot. She makes me smile and laugh like theres something wrong with me and she’s crazy 100%. I love Madeleine Marie Scofeild becuase she’s my best friend.
11’13’15
I murdered this guy once. He tried running from me and I was like really. I rode on my horse to new thunder giving and I caught her. The bear fought but didn’t last long because I brought out the 2” by 3” bazooka and “quiet bang” went the 22’ I got back on my whale and rode back to the water park. The guy I killed happened to be there on the taco bell road sign. He was singing happy birthday by monkeys and eating toilet paper. Kinda wet he said as he fell to the ground with a splat and died again. She was dead now. I ran over to see in the taco was ok but it wasnt. Slight fracture in the right quadrant. I bandaged the burrito and threw it to mars where sam sat writing on mars but he couldn’t finish his book so he didn’t need a cover. Then there was a poler bear who ate toilet paper there too so I brought him to the dead guy so they could eat bandaged tacos and the whale swam with sam on saturn and everyone lived in new thunder giving happily until the dead girl ate the bandaged corn on the cob.
11’16’15
I’ve seen a bunch of things on instagram about the terrorists in paris and now a pier said that the terrorists are going to denmark. Very scary and ISIS sucks, they are killing and bombing. Please Pray for Paris.
11’17’15
HA yeah I will not need to know what’s going on in China for me to make rides at disney world therefore I shallent put in any effort towards my fourth hour social studies class.
11’18’15
Yes my fish cries. He is very depressed. His name is spike and he is a good pet. I asked him one day why he was sad and he told me he wanted a friend. I brought another boy fish home, who needs girl fish? Spike didn’t like the new guy so he cried. One day I came home to him not crying, but he was belly up and boy did he look adorable.
11’2’15
some of the poems written don’t make sense to me. For example the poem by leonardo da vinci “I have been impressed with the urgency of doing knowing is enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we must do. When really you could just say. Stop thinking. Nike, Just do it.
11’3’15
saturn is made of something I don’t know. Saturn is spelt es-ah-ta-ur-re-ne. Saturn is in outer space. Saturn is in outer space because it wants to be and it wants to be because it does.
11’4’15
No they aren't dinosaur prints. I don’t think so because there are a bazillion pot-holes in the world and they are JUST pot-holes. Not to mention I don’t really pay attention to dinosaur crap. Coherent. Pink fingernails at the basketball game. Sat by me and we made the air move with out fingers when they shotted.
11-7-15
Yes Sam the sun is eventually going to burn out. You think your going to die and if you keep talking, yes you will die. You think the sun will burn out today, smart people think a billion years. Either way the world will end and you will go down with it. Truth is a lot of people don't care and neither should you.
11’8’15
If I could meet any character from a book it would be John Smith. He has super powers and he seems HAWT.
11’9’15’
Platypus, P L A T Y P U S. Bills, lay eggs, belle thinks their cute idk why. I am eating gum, it tastes like a christmas ornament. Belle said that this type of gum tastes like a christmas decor.
11’10’15
Black friday. people die everywhere because they want the 2$ toaster. People that die on black friday are just trying to get good deals on expensive things. It is a requirement to have cops all around the stores. People are people.
11’11’15
I wrote my assesment.
11’15’15
httphttps://www.ted.com/talks/shane_koyczan_to_this_day_for_the_bullied_and_beautiful?language=en
s://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7dLU6fk9QY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5yCOSHeYn4
watch
11’16’15
I went to the drinking fountain and enjoyed the liquid the school provides. In mrs beckers class here is an opera singer singing happy birthday and there is someone
11’17’15
Idk why ethan doesn’t play basketball. Idk why sam tries to cross over on me. Idk why chocolate tastes so good on everything. Idk why the remote doesn’t work on my downstairs tv. Idk why maggie has so many bad days. Idk why we had to carol to doors, our pasture is cool that way. dk why chicken in a biscuit crackers taste so good. Idk why I keep saying Idk but Idk… I guess I’ll have to figure it out.
1’4’16
people type stuff everyday and sometimes it’s stupid and makes me laugh but sometimes it interests me. Autumn thinks everyone is the same and it is very false.
1’6’16
she's making us build a robot. fml. Robots suck, no offence to R2D2 or echo or any of those cool people.
1’7’16
sometimes I like this class sometimes I want to put a bullet through the word stelm.
1´8´16
Basketball game in birchwood tonight. 7th grade basketball practice sucks. I love kendyl's pickle. Josephs a ball hog. Pretzels taste good. Floor hockey is painful. Gage looks dumb but he actually is. Maggie got here late. Sam has a hat that ruins his hair. Ivan goes to a vet. The trees look pretty. Iḿ married to kendyl. I love people. Lunch is soon. Band is too loud. I get to leave at math.
1’11’16
my teacher doesn't have herpes. jk. new topic.
1’12’16
I hate being in the hospital. As a small person I was in hospitals often. I had small seizure like episodes often, mostly when I would accidentally miss a step on the stairs and when my stomach simply dropped or this one time I got a tiny cut on my hand and another episode followed. I was put through the “doughnut” (cat scan machine thingie) and it was like the scariest thing I’d ever been through. One time when I cut my hand the whole room started swirling and I couldn’t stand up and I had two seizures before the ambulance came. When the paramedics came I was freaked out because to me they were big scary people with needles and scary stuff in white outfits that smell like hand sanitizer. The whole situation was scary including the bright lights of red and blue in the dark outside and the sirens coming down the road. I remember lying on the couch and the parametics scaring me so i cried. My little sister started crying too. I remember the parametics giving me and anna a teddy bear with a big hospital logo -to be continued
I feel like when you compare one person to another it is usually to make you sound or seem amazing or it is too show you just how bad someojne can make you look. My experiences with these so far have been “Why can’t you be more like…” or “See how she said something mean and you didn’t?” Either way I think comparing someone to anyone or anything is the wrong way to go. In a quote is says not to expect a fish to be able to climb a tree. Well don’t compare me to people that can easily do these things. Don’t compare me to my friends mom, it hurts my feelings even if you don’t know it.
1’15’16
I have a lot of apps on my phone. phones are dumb, they hurt peoples feelings. people are fun. roller coasters aren't fun. I like eating food. I really l
1’20’16
happy wednesday. I have to go grade papers.
1’21’16
these paintings are very interesting to me. I like the way that they don’t clearly point out what they mean. There is a sense of mystery behind each.
1’22’16
This prompt is boring and Idk what to say about it so I’m going to go write my science paper that was due last friday so yeah bye see you tomorrow.
1’26’16
I don't really care about whether or not because our planet is dying right now and people are too worried about finding life on other planets when really their plante is the one they should pay attention to.
2’17’16
I would go back in history to that one girl nobody remembers. In 2013 a girl jumped off of a bridge in a small town. It was in the newspaper and I came across it last year at my grandpas house. I would have lunch with her and tell her I saw her. That one girl that nobody remembers deserves a nice lunch date with me before october 23, 2013.
i cant really type with this on
2’24’26
Im like SUPERFICIALLY hungry. kendyl has crackers but she won’t share with me.
2’25’16
I love colby cheez its. they’re like life. I also love going to the bathroom but my stubborn teacher is against the fact that I am full of cheez its. who wouldve thought that a teacher could be so redokules. She’s obviously never tried a colby cheez it and it is most recommended that she let me go to the bathroom.
3’1’16
nutty bars. who came up with that? Like are these people trying to mske it sound nutty as in crazy or nutty as in nut-filled. theres peanut butter in these things but then where does the bar come from? I hope there isn’t alchol in these… maybe its just beause their in a bar/rectangle shape. The world may never know.
3’3’16
3’9’16
Im eating pretzels.
Maggie has cookies
Belle died yesterday.
Dakota wants to talk to me.
Wafers are like styrofoam
Brody is like my coolest guy friend.
3’10’16
I never knew february was spelt with another R. WTH
Anyway I’m hungry.
Broc haas has 20+ games going on trivia crack.
Its hard to keep up on trivia crack.
It’s hard to keep up with the updates on social media.
I think Jospeh is smart.
Sam is good at snowboarding.
Brody is awesome.
Kendyls gone.
Belle makes me laugh.
Adam is unique.
Hmm.
Ivan has a fourth grade picture on the computer.
Varity show tomorrow WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO
Nates going to bring a gun.
Oh boy.
3’11’16
Short hair.
Sam was talking.
He stopped.
I will take brodies computer tomorrow.
Tonight's the variety show.
Oh boy.
Nate might go
Oh boy.
I’m hungry.
The variety show is still tonight.
Oh boy
Nate might still go
Oh boy.
I hope we do robotics.
Madeleine hugged me.
Rylee tried to join the hug…
Oh boy.
Anyway, the variety show is tonight.
Idk if i've mentioned that yet.
I can't remember.
I think I have short term memory loss
Oh boy
3´15´16
Received a picture
No hug tho
Wrong nate mom
Shopping was cool
Shoes looked the same
Shades the sun
Didnt take a test on the sun
Hate teachers
Hate mom
Hate my house.
Hate everything.
Goodbye.
3´16´15
Food.
Sam took selfies
Skeliton, dead fish, herbs
Two people
Its snowing.
Nutella sandwich
I’m so happy
I need more days like today
3´28´15
Car dealer ship
Fishing
Buzzer
7 hour car ride
Colby today
4’4’16
I read my past journal entries today.
4’5’16
Kendyl and maggie got hot chocolate. I wanted to go with madison to state. ZEBRA CAKES!!! Yum. My teacher bullies me. She doesn't let me go get my headphones. She doesn’t let me yell at sam AND she doesn’t share her candy with me. The world is an outrage. Especially because sam bullies me and gets away with it.
9'2'16
blah blah blah words words words. fancy words not fancy words. ugh.
9'6'16
I can't remember what I wrote yesterday but it was creative and my stuff that I wrote yesterday didn't save so here ya go.
9'7'16
Happppppy birthday to Ivan and anyone else i said happy birthday to today. It was a very interesting day and yea theres my words.
9.16 and 15 and 14 and 13. 2016
So i figured out that If i dont press publish my potds dont save. UGHHHHHHH DUMB. I am not wearing red or white or blue to the game and I will not enjoy it at all. UGHHHHHHH AGAIN. Mrs B wont tell me how to speak Spanish and I am not hungry today.
9.19
I wrote a big long thing yesterday but i forgot to publish.
9.20
I am proud to be a nerd. I am super proud to have the guessing ability on maps tests to get the privilege be able to sit in here on the spinny chairs and make jokes and not be called hey you. I am proud to be in here and I make sure that all teavhers with purple hair know it
9.21.16
Eyyyyy my hommie is mad at me and i dont careeeee woop wooop. not a care in the world baby, im free minded and I dont care. Gretberg is the funniest last name I ever heard, besides wackerfuss. Lets play a guessing game. Just kidding, I like food and volleyball and I get both after school. Today was very un-lit but tomorrow is going to be so much litter. I am going to go hoe tonight and go to bed and nobody can tell me other wise. Falling asleep tonight will be the littest part of my day.
9.22
Sara is gone and my dad is home. Ben is cool and so is smiley. hommie is dumb and football is gay. volleyball is going to be litter and the homecoming game is going to suck.
9.26
Nobody is here Maggie. Right bae? I like food and volleyball. homecoming was lit and I have no hommie. life is alright.
9.29
I like someone because they are so cool but i dont know if they like me and I am writing this on the wrong day and yea. I want it to be 5:30 right nowwwww.
9.30
I write in a big red notebook and it makes my life ok because my issues flow out of me like wateeeer.
10.3
Tomorrow is maggies birthday and idk what Im gunna get her yet. I hate these letters and I hate this stupid seating chart.
10.4
Happy birthday maggie.
10.5
I am not happy and while we are on this topic, I will never be and never want to be happy. happiness leads to let downs and Ive officially decided that when your on the bottom (unhappiness) you cant get any lower. BUT if you're on the top (happy) theres a heck of a roller coaster ride down when someone does something not-kind.
10.6
Shot shots the horrible thing, the more you get the more you cry and the more you cry the more you die and the more you die the more you laugh at how Maggie has to get shots
10.10
Victoria secret model. They have to be like 5 pounds and 9 feet tall. im so tired.
10.13
Mrs. B thinks that she can bring my grade down because of lack of journals and she is falssssse. She could not bring my grade down by any because she doesn't look at these anyways! I HATE BAND!
10.17
My daddy will be here when I get shots at school so I dont pass out and I will listen to music and be on Instagram and I hope an ambulance doesn't have to come and yea I hope it wont be bad cuz I hate going to the hospital and If i pass out I will have to go the hospital.
10/20
I got saaaaaaass. I got my beats case yesterday and its lit. Paxton scares me... sam is my bestest friend ever. Kendyl can talk to schellbi and I cant talk to emily and like idk...........
10.21
I hate free write friday. its dumbbbbbbbb. Trump sucks and yesssssss.
10.25
hey guys got a cupcake today and I'm really pissy and ugh I hate movie dates and twinkies don't even sound good. What if i scream or what if I freeze to death... what if I sneeze... oml goodbye world.
10.27
I dont want a binder. I dont wanna write a book. Im so tired. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
10.28
I wanna know what people think of me... I think im ok? idk i guess ill find out when i get a total -are you girlfriend worthy- checkup on Sunday. freakin out guys, freakin out. idk what to get madi for her birthday on Saturday. ey ey ey ey, I am excited to see megan buttttt idk boi, ahhhhhhh againnnnnnnnnnn
11.7
MMMMMMHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YAAAAS NOOOOOO I HATE SCHOOOOOOOLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
11.28
I hate writing books. I hate sam. I actuall don't hate anything, just some things but not writing books and sam. they're both ok... maybe. Ugh, I want to be hyper like maddy. She's so cool, I wish I was cool........; AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
11.29
I hate my family. Everything about them. I want to leave them. I wouldn't regret it if I left. I would be happy without them. They make me so sad all the time. I am going to leave one day.
12.2
Umm so like today isnt going to be as cool as yesterday because it's going to be stressfuller then yesterday. I think I'm hungry but idek. I like food today :) I'm pretty sure I like a guy too butttt mostly food. Cute guys? I'd rather have french fries ;)) AHHHHH he's cool though. K bye
12.6
SO like. Yea. I'm going to Madison because there's a swimming pool. Someone beat up sam cuz if I do then ms. B (soon to be a diff letter) would kiiiiill me and that would suck cuz then It would go on my school letter thing. I want to make roller coasters and hotels for Disney, I also want to create my own buisness that ms. B (soon to be a diff letter) knows about. I'm gunna live in a condo with myself alone.. all alone. I will have many dogs to replace the guy that will never live there. My condo will be in Oralndo and I will be rich like maggies uncle... but I wont be gay I promise.
12.7
Pearl harbor happend today like a few years ago and I love that story even though it was a bad day. Pearl harbor and 9/11 are the coolest stories even though their really sucky ones at the same time. I don't want to work out tonight because I have practice and yea it's not going to be fun taking to my mom about it. I have a headache but I finished my novel so i'm kinda happy kinda not rn.
12.3 pre-journal journal. Finishing up my thoughts now, joseph took my computer btw so like I have nothing from yesteraday and idek why I keep saying idek. Im hungry but not like id eat a person hungry.
12.14
I think today is the fourtennth. idek. I officially like a kid but like... idek if he likes be which isnt even ok because I am kindof great so, he shoud get his head out of his butt and realize its not a hat. Ugh hes cool sometimes tho so its ok.
12.16
wering kendyls glasses and tommy boy said they look cute on me... ew. I like when I get food from people.. although this didnt even happen to me today. I am going to madis house but she doesnt know soooooo yas its going to be great.
1.2
I really hate basketball today. Ugh. I got a boyfriend over the weekend. He's great. I like him, not basketball.
1.10
Kinda miss bae. today was so funny, brody hit joe in the face with a grudge ball and I got kendyl and myself popcorn and it was great. Band was so great and Ive been smiling like all day and idek why, I hate school but today was alright.
1.12
Idek the date but I think its the 12th. Im kinda salty because I just wanted to build my hand but no! Stupid. Anyway, made some memes, basketball practice sucksssss and my back hurts like a mother. Gunna see bae on Saturday, hes really cool and its gunna be cool. I like pop and I want chocolate really bad rn. Idk why band is cool anymore but it kinda is. Im hungry and mrs B is so salty. Im very frusterated and cold and I just want food omgggggg
1.16
Best weekend ever. Id tell you about it but you wouldnt even understand how amazing it was like ahhhhhhhh.
1.18
Didn't have school, it was great. I think kendyl joked... choked nvm. Idk what I'm saying or something and like idk. Lately i've been salty and idk why and everyone's getting mad at me for it and like... it sucks and i just want cake like that's it I don't even want anything else just pop ramen and cake. I don't need people even tho they're kinda cool sometimes.
1.19
Salty people make me salty. Cameron doesn't have school and it makes me so mad like we shouldn't have school like I hate it and my life and I'm so hungry and fml like I hate this.
1.25
You aint gunna check to see if i wrote a potd anyway. I aint typin a lot but I watched 4 minutes of The Fosters and i got addicted. Im gunna get food with maddy then clean my room omg its gunna suck. Heres another sentence. I got put on the tv today. gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggqgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
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1.26
Saltier then Kendyls pretzels. Turns out hes a butt bag and hes got another butt bag gf. Im sick of liking people... but theyre all so dang cute. Goodbye world, Im gunna go eat some debbie cakes and get ready for our game against Bloomer.
1.27
I usually don't write this many days in a row but ig I'm gunna. I cant watch the game cuz I gotta sleep which sucks but Netflix was good today and I like too many people rn and I'm still dating a kid like I'm such a bad person but I'm still hungry and being hungry makes me more happy then feeling bad about liking people.
2.1
Ambulance magzagine pole (pool) Alligator (Escalators and elevators) Super was supper nd supper was super
2.2
pep band tomorrow and jvo blocked me and classes suck and i hate school and I want to go home and I secretly want to live alone again and life's confusing and I'm tired and idk if I should go to Thomas's house and whatever I'm just hangry.
2.3
pep band can suck a duck that mother trucking thing. That sounds like something out of a doctor sues book. SHFHFHDISLFNFHRHNKSNFNWEKNFWKDNFDSNFKDNC
2.8
I acctually hate school today and I wanna meet parker. I'm suppose to go to a movie with him and a diff one with Erik and the other Eric likes me and all I wanna do is sleep (Single tear)
2.13
Pretty sure I'm tired and I cant remember what I was going to say. Basketball is over after tomorrow and like yea. Eric Taft is the littest lit kid ever and nobody else likes him and they're all mean and such and it makes me sad cuz hes lit. As student council prez I gotta get games ready before Wednesday and yea ughhh I'm too tired. Id get the test thing to see if I had a sickness cuz I'm not afraid to die and Id wanna know so I could accomplish everything in my bucket list before I die.
2.14
Happy Valentines day. Eric got me a huge chocolate kiss that I've wanted to buy myself for many years. He got me a psychotic cat and it was named Squirrel cat Snap chat for short. I got two candy grams, one technically. One I got from kendyls ex.. it was a forty min relationship and dude... that's like goals. I'm better at getting candy that people don't want from their ex's then getting my own Valentine. I should just stick to door decorating and eating stolen chocolate.
2.16
This summer I am going to tan and meet my mysterious neighbor. I hope hes cool or something. I'm going to walk into town and hang out with people more often. I'm going to have some parties and watch a lot of movies. I really want summer to come fast because I'm going to live it to the fullest unlike the previous ones. I'm excited for the snow to leave and for me to have every day off for three whole months before our dreaded freshman year.
3.14
K so today is pi day and I brought in apple pie and my math class ate it and it was good but yea. Second day of the third trimester and it sucked and stuff and like... I'm tired and I have volleyball this weekend in the dells and I'm scared because I want to do good but I might not be able to and yea. ugh. its alright. Gave up pop for lent and I feel like dying. For real everything is ok right now but its like a little under ok and idk like the world is kinda grey today and I don't want to go to Anna's first practice but I know I have to get better. Ugh.
3.15
My dog. A squirrel. It attacked me. Its a gigantic white house. There is no fence. My friends and some other people that my friends don't know and there is only desserts and beverages and stuff with sugar and junk food that you find in concession stands. The cup is made out of glass and its all swirly. I look inside it to see whats in it. It's an endless lake but its warm like a hot tub. I will walk in it because its warm and it'll make me feel like ahhhhh relaxed.
This was pretty accurate except I'm literally never going to have a boyfriend and yea. I need cats right now. The fence thing and the never ending lake thing and the cup thing for sure and deffinetly how I attacked the squirrel. Theres no way that my promblems are the size of a squirrel but whatever. Most were accurate though which goes o show how much of a loser I am. Ugh. I'm a loser for being this way.
3.16
A big red scary door with golden spiky knobs all around it and small iron bars that look like barbed wire with a huge button doorbell that doesn't actually work because there's a secret knock. I see a dark black room with a movie theater screen, everyone I like it sitting in comfy chairs waiting to start the movie. They are soft white cutioned stairshat never get dirty, they move by themselves so I don't have to walk all of the way up the never ending spiral stair case. Its a gigantic clear circle window with no bars so I can sneak out :) I see a gigantic teddy bear shining in a spotlight so I can see it's massive size but its pitch black all around as if there is no up or down and I just wanna be with the bear because everything is dark but the bear. In the yard there is a small pool that doesn't actually get you wet so you can tan and there are people talking all over and there's snacks on a table.
This one I feel is less accurate just because they were more complex to answer and they had weird meanings. I liked what I learned about myself though, I have always been a secret bear/movie craver. I love them both so much <3 I hope my future castle looks like this
5.20
Well Jaxon with an X is cool and looks like hot erik whos hot and stuff. Ian is too but I dont think hes cool cool idk. Ughh I need a bf that isnt from the dells lolllll. Ugh. well gotta go so yea.
5.21
Well today was career day and I saw Tucker from Barron and he's cool and I was thinking like... idk he's cool. Hot Erik got a doggie and I'm gunna meet him and yea. I saw all my friends from volleyball and yea I love them. Emma Banks thought she saw me but she didn't and that's good because then she'd laugh and be like yea I'm better then you. I saw Ian too and he's tall and I like his hair and he didn't give me a sucker and mmm yea. I saw Parker and I tried to hide but it didn't really work out and yea. He's taller then I thought. Idk there were wayyyy too many guys spotted today and I couldn't hide from all of them at the same time. Concert last night... ugh. Littlerally idek what to type now because I'm thinking about what to do about my life because some people are cool and some people aren't and idk I just like everyone.
5.22
I hate scrolling down this far every dayyyy and I'm so cold and like mmm I'm running out of thing to type about already. Parker was gunna give me his sweatshirt cuz I'm cold all the time whateverrrrrr
5.27
So hot Erik came over and we walked a lot and (Carley tells the story) then we made a cake and then we watched finding Nemo and he got annoyed because I knew every word... yea. He left his sweatshurt at my house and I put caution tape around it so nobody touches it so I don't lose it till next time we hang. I can't date him though so it's whatever and he'll probs not get it back. I watched Kendyl dance and she's so dang cute when she isn't falling or something. I went to Madi's house and her brother ran away and nobody cared and it was so funny. Me and Maggie went to Eau Clair and brought Madi and we got like fifty giant bouncy balls from old navy and then me and Maggie went home and watched shameless. Altogether I got like four hours of sleep and it's been a litty weekend.
3.31
So here's the deal. tomorrow is April fools day and I'm so excited. I'm bringing hot Erik to a volleyball tourney for Anna and I'm going to teach him how to line judge and I'm going to pull the ultimate prank on Erik (Explain) and yea. I'm going to do something evil this year. It's going to be a great day tomorrow.
4.3
Pretty sure I couldn't be more salty today. Erik asked me out on April fools day which was funny but yea it worked out. We walked down the road and took a selfie with a dead Fisher. We played hunger games and yea. Alex and Sam squirted us with water guns. ugh. Mom grounded me from my TV because of my "attitude" which is ironic because I only get this "attitude when she takes my TV! Then she takes my phone at 9 instead of 9:30 which is literally the stupidest thing I've ever heard. She doesn't know how embarrassing it actually is to be the only kid who gets their phone taken away. Great now I'm crying in class. Kill. Me. Now. And could someone tell Mrs. B to leave me alone. I don't need her opinion and/or advise.
4.4
Well, track and volleyball after school. Volleyball tourney on Saturday. Erik might come. Might have to play on two teams. Parents leaving soon. Sunday. Track on Monday. Death. Coming. Soon. Ughhhhh. Better mood today. I'm so hungry.
4.6
Found out how to get spotify to work today on this computer. woop woop. My mom is letting me keep my phone till 9:30 now and Im kinda happy again. Also my mom gave me and all my friends donuts today and that was cool. I went on stage to give the student council thing and I had literally nooo idea what I was saying and it was great. Testing on Friday for only fifth hour. kms. goodbye.
4.10
Track meet got canceled today, rescheduled for tomorrow. La ende´... oh yea and high school scheduling packets got sent out and we got the whole shpeal about it from Zeman and ugh. I wont be put with all of my friends now cuz I'm acctually going to pick things I want to do that aren't easy. Yikes.
4.17
McCormick added me on Snapchat for like the third time yesterday. I went to Aiden's house twice, Joshie was there. It was very litty. They gave me Oreos and we talked bad about people for like seven hours. Madi B came over... she don't like walks. Me and Erik went in the tunnel and it was scary and he's less okay then I thought he was because now I'm rethinking and I see it now. I see flaws. UGH. If Mrs. B reads this I'll be sad because then she'll see that I only see flaws... which I do. I started watching thirteen reasons why and It's so good and me and McCormick are watching it at the same time and it's kinda cool. I hate school. I got red Crocs. I love them more than anything in the world. I want Josh's little dog. I want Josh to go to Aiden's more often. I want to go to Aidens more often. Jeez I'm a loser :D
4.20
HAPPY 420!! Maggie is coming over Friday night and we're gunna hang with Ian and Aiden. Yikes. Gotta go learn stuff (you already know I'm lying)
4.24
Well everyone I know has a fidget spinner now. There's no track practice and I'm so happy. I just told everyone that I know every words to the movie finding nemo and they weren't impresses. WHY ARENT THEY IMPRESSED!! THAT IS IMPRESSIVE!! UGH. I hung out with Erik and his fam and they're kinda cool I guess but they like mud and hunting and yea. I don't really fit in with them and their likes and hobbies... I love Eriks puppy. I like Aiden. Don't tell him :D
4.25
happy twentififth. A dogs head got put on another dog head and yea. weird. Leaving for track in two minutes. woooo. Rice Lake here we come!! UGH, running makes me sad.
4.27
today is Thursday. There is a track meet tomorrow in Spooner. Aiden might come over. I might go with Chloe to her volleyball thing instead of going to Minong (Praying) ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh I need it to be tomorrow already so I can go to beddddd
5.3
It's wednesday and yep. I saw all the cameron kids at the chetek meet and Ethan is hot :) Josh is cool and my mom talks about him allll the time and Aiden is... still my neighbor. Dani made drama lollllll she dumb. Anna is cool, Kam is cool, Izzy is eh. Gavin is like really cool but idek lolllll. I played kickball against the seventh grade boys and it was fun.
May the fourth... be with you
That's the date lol get it :D Well I get to get out of track to go to softball which makes me happy because track sucks. I didn't get icecream from the spanish kids which is stupid but yea life goes on. Ethan from Cameron is still hot and he acctually talks to me which is litty. Aiden is still my neighbor. Josh is still fast. All the Cameron girls still don't like me. Nothing is really new except for the fact that I can't kick a stupid kickball ball ughhhhh I'm terrible. OH EM JEE!! My dress came yesterday and I love it so much and yea I love it. The dance will be fun and I'm looking forward to this weekend just because it'll be laid back and fun. Ahh the weekend will be cool. Bye lol... this journal was very long.
5.11
Haven't is the abreviation for have not. I could tell you about everything I would usually write like everything wrong with my life, but just read the convo I have saved with Asher... I'd have no page room left.
5.15
Whys the font different. We called Ethan and hes so cool. I was gunna journal about all the gross stuff going on in my life but why would I do that to you? I wouldnt. We are naming our cool floor cleaning robot Rosie because of that one tv show. Idk. Mothers day was the bestttttt.
5.16
Tomorrow is Erik's birthday. Don't let me forget. Me and Anna called Ethan and he is soooo cool. Bruce is coming "Home" in five days and idk how to feel ab it. Softball practice is going to suck because of my sunburn. Idk why I type out everything I think of when I journal but it'll be nice when I go back to read it later and I'll laugh and say "haha I remember that." My hair is frizzy and I don't like it. You know what I do like though? Veins...
5.18
Back to the normal font. There was a tornado yesterday and we didn't have school. I spent the day at Emma's house with Maggie and Thor and Alex and me. The tornado could have ruined our home but didn't because it fell in the river and continued along that path. The river is ripped up, the trailer park is as good as gone, the turkey farm was destroyed and so many houses are leveled. The trees that fell down are insane because there are so many. The drives down the road bring tears to any humans eyes. I told myself I was going to type out the details of what happened so I could look back at this later and remember but the truth is, how could I forget?
5.19
Its Friday and Maggie and Madi are coming over until we go to Everything Everything the movie. Its going to be so great. I think that's all I'm doing this weekend and yea. I'm the only one journaling so I'm gunna go and maybe try to listen to Mrs.B... Maybe.
5.22
Low key freaking tf out... Ethan is coming to a baseball game with us after school and ahhhh what if he runs away. I'm scared. I hope he's coooool. I'll have to tell you ab it tomorrow. I'm scared. I think he has cool hair but if he doesn't I'll have to mess it up and make it greater. AHGHHGHGHGH I'm scared.
5.23
Ethan came to our house instead because the game got canceled. It was kinda weird cuz he's really shy but he's really cool and good at gaga ball. I like him. I think throughout the whole time he said like ten words but it's alright cuz when he got home he texted me and told me he liked me too... it's not like weird so don't think it's weird. He's got a ton of siblings and I wanna meet them all and hang with him more too. I hope I didn't scare him away by talking so much... I'm really annoying. He's reallllllly cute too lolllll hoping Mrs. B doesn't read this.
5.24
Ethan. Fell. Asleep. All. Day. Yesterday. I. Wanted. To. Die. Oml. Oh yea and the red light would indicate someone who's saying oh shucks I woudl rather be ____ right now. And the button opens a portal so they can go there and it would be sweet. When I am old I am going to be able to make people be able to travel like text messages through wire. It will be great. I am going to Kendyls after school then going to Luther Park. We marched in band. Today is going alright. I got more sugar than I needed but I want more. Hopefully K-money shares. Goodbye senor (Talked to Justin today for a quick second and it was funny)
5.25
Owen died in a plane crash yesterday evening at 6:30pm while I was at Luther Park bible camp at our last confirmation. We prayed in the end for the tornado victims. At that specific point in time I believed with everything I had and tried so hard to out all my bias believes aside and allowed myself to actually try to pray for the people hurt and left without things after the tornado. Little did I know that at the same time, in that short hour that I finally believed in this "Almighty God" that he would call one of the greatest students attending Chetek back to heaven. Owen was Claire's brother and he was flying with a boy named Hunter who is Hailee's brother. He is in Rochester right now in one of his many surgeries. Hailee is there too. I have seen so many tears today that I have shed some myself. Why believe in god if all he has done for me is cause tears? First Maddy's grandpa, then the tornado and now Owen. If god is good... he'd better be planning something good because as of right now I hate him.
5.26
Ethan came to Sportsmans park last night and it was really cool and yea. We played basketball and im
Steph Curry's step cousin which has no real relation to him and that's why I suck so bad. Emma broke her phone trying. I loved that park for sooooo long and I didn't even know it was there. I loved it there when I was tiny. Belle just gave me candy called Good and Fruity and I love them so much and I love them and Ethan is cool and I spent the night at Kendyls last night and it was so fun. I love the song we're playing in band and yep. Also mrs. B asked what a bad habit we want to break is. My answer is either crying all the time or always texting random people. I wanna go back to being little playing with Austin Weis on the Sportsmans playground.
5.31
End of the month. Whoop freaking whoop. We won our game last night and we won 14-12 and I pitched and we won and it wa awesome cuz we won. Ethan wants to hang and he might ask me outttt whooooop whoooooop. I wrote my speech for Friday and I like it. We got a new kid but I didn't get to see him I just heard about him. His name is Lance and he's from Campa Florida (It's a joke because I heard it wrong) I hope he's cool cuz the last thing we need is another loser in our grade. Peace out girl scout... gotta go take a coding test that ima failllll
6.1
Happy June first. I need to hurry and type this so I can go on top tech boy and study. If future Carley is reading this, think back to that one day that you were freaking out about the Stout trip tomorrow and the speech you had to give the same night. Remeber that the night before past Carley wrote this she got in a fight with Ethan but now it's over and I still like him and it's all good. Watch the brain processing video cuz it's cool.
6.5
Might be giving Sammy and Rebecca and Hannah a ride to the baseball game tomorrow. I went to Cameroma Saturday and it was nice being with E. Calling him E now and yep. Met his fam and aweeeee theyre so cute but they got nothin on their big brother. We watched Tarzan and Minions. I went to the parade with him on Sunday and we eventually went back to his house but Anna came with so it low key sucked. Hes really cool but I found his secrets on his phone. I yelled at him but hes cool so I forgave him easily. I hope he never reads all these journals cuz theyre all ab him lolllll.
6.8
Last day of school!!!! Goodbye Weebly, goodbye Stelm, hello new beginning!